trying to be patient..

so, i'm officially a blog stalker...we know that already.

and this morning...it totally got me into trouble. cuz i decided to check my photog's blog...which i already knew i was on. but i wanted to see if there were more pics. and there weren't.

but THEN, something told me, "hey, check the proofs page....you won't be on there anyways".

EXCEPT I WAS.

glaring at me at the top of the wedding list is my name, and the hubs name...and i have to fight the urge to stop working and look at EVERY. SINGLE. PICTURE.

instead...i watched the slideshow. and checked out all the preparation pics.

and now i'm like an addict going through withdrawals, trying to be a good wife and look at the pictures of our wedding with MY HUSBAND, and not my coworkers for the first time.

I. AM. STRUGGLING.

say a little prayer for me to be strong ya'll....this is a tough one.